u n e n f a n t , c ' e s t u n i n s u r g é

When you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.

Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday dear autistic,
Happy birthday to me.


CAEK@!!?!!??!!!!1111!1111/11/1

I was researching something only semi-related and found this on a christian site:

"We will never be able to fully understand God and His ways. It is wrong for us to question why God allows something to occur. We simply have to trust that He is loving, good, and merciful – just like Job did – even when the evidence seems to indicate the opposite. Sickness and disease are the result of sin. God provided the “cure” for sin in sending Jesus Christ to die for us (Romans 5:8)."

Can anyone honestly tell me that this is a better way to lead your life than pure common sense?

Sometimes, I think - I know - there must be a word for that feeling, and as it so happens, there is: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sehnsucht_%28C._S._Lewis%29

Also, here's an awesome Ukrainian band (they sound somewhat like Kaizser Orchestra): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxCqnRrbXbk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mf8vxaytqTs

I think I have ringworm.

The reasons I think I do: I work with animals that have it, its red, itchy and round.
The reasons I don't think I do: I work with animals that have it (should have built up a resistance by now), its small, its on the back of my knee (wtf).

This is so freakin' gross.

I'm gonna stop by work tomorrow and examine it under the ringworm lamp. Ugh.

wtf kind of ailment is this to have...

Today I found Seven For All Mankind shorts on clearance for $15.

I'm not too into labels, but...

Seven For All Mankind. $15. I feel like the luckiest person on earth.

Also bought 3 pairs of jeans that do AMAZING things for my ass, which on its own is not amazing.

And also a fur-lined hoodie which Ive been looking for, for two years.

And some misc stuff.

Today was good, my feet are killing me.

I had canceled my Warcraft account a while ago, after not playing for like a month, because school was starting and I couldn't afford to blow $15 a month (it adds up!) if I was barely going to play. And I must say, I don't particularly miss it (somehow, it was getting kind of lame), though I do have hard-hitting pangs of nostalgia. I'll most likely be back after a while, but a long while.
And to be honest, I hate the fact that "OMG UR A GIRL N U PLAY WOW?!?!!?" isn't as prevalent anymore since more people started playing (which also means more n00bs).

Alright, I've had almost a week to do my homework but I'm starting it now, 3 hours before I have to leave the house. Typical. Though to be fair, I was working.

http://autoshow.autos.msn.com/autoshow/frankfurt2007/Article.aspx?cp-documentid=5421379

*ORGASM*

Batmobile. Y/Y?

I have a cold. A COLD!!! What is this?!
At least its summer so it won't progress into full blown pneumonia-herpes-arthritis-liver failure-AIDS-etc.

I have to do a russian > english translating job for my mom's old boss. For this book hes writing. I am of the opinion - especially after reading this - that people should stick to what they know. Ah well. At least it takes up all my time.
I mean.... fuck, it takes up all my time.

I like rap. I listen to HOT97 a lot. This started a couple of weeks ago and is slowly progressing.

I'm going to sleep. 9 is pretty much my bedtime nowadays. I need to start going to the gym again because... I mean, what kind of bedtime is 9.

Ciao.

I know people say he's too stuck-up and it affects his music, but I couldn't care less - everything he does sounds amazing.

RIP Luciano Pavarotti

I was sitting in Union Square today and I witnessed something not entirely unusual, but shocking anyway. Granted it was after dark... but, well, I'm sitting on a bench and this old lady comes and sits down on the bench in front of me, then proceeds to pull out a half empty bottle of vodka from her purse, pour the contents into a bottle of frappuccino that may or may no have been hers and drink it. A few seconds later, she threw up at her feet about 3 or 4 times, smoked a cigarette, lay down on the bench and fell asleep.
She woke up about 15, 20 minutes later, went behind the fence, pulled her pants down and peed. At that point, I went home (not because of her mind you).

And then on the subway back, there were these two mexican men and they kept touching each other and playing around and one kept stroking the others nose and trying to pick it and it was just... it was intolerable. I thought I was going to die, keeping my laughter in.

All this following a day of laying in bed groaning/laying in the tub groaning/cleaning up. I guess shit brightens up after dark.

Back to school tomorrow. Haven't done ANY homework whatsoever. Ah well. Ciao.

I had to take a Xanax last night to get to sleep. Today, I had McDonalds for some reason. I've been feeling like shit ever since. I mean, was it really unnecessary? I could have eaten something less expensive + healthier. But no. I had class downtown in this totally desolate, ghetto-ass area and it upset me and I ate McDs.

Other than that, I'm like stupid excited about school. I mean, I would be except that I feel like shit. I just want to frown and sleep. haha.

I wish I could make myself throw up, but I physically can't. So instead I'm listening to the stupidest Russian song I've ever heard.

Yeah.

So classes start tomorrow. I'm really excited. Learning is really exciting for me. I have no life.
I'm taking advanced French, but I haven't read a word all summer. I'm fucked. I can't wait to go back to language lab. OHHH MANNN IM SO EXCITED HOLLYYY SHITTT. Ok ciao.

...russian comedy > everything else.

*passes out*

Aladdin is so hot. And Jafar. I'm DLing this as we speak. I mean, as I write this.
YESSSS.

Jeff Buckley's version of Hallelujah breaks my heart.

( Something about this photo makes me laugh )


In other news, I just watched A Very Long Engagement. Another French movie with Gaspard Ulliel. It was beautiful and somehow extremely personal.

Let's have some random.

1. New layout.
2. Pixels, haha:
3. I got bit by a cat at work today and its KILLLLING me. hooooly shit. i'd rather get a limb amputated.
4. After I graduate college (2 years : |) I'm going to go to Prague. I'm going to do that teaching english overseas thing to support myself. This WILL happen. Or else.
5. Mochi is the best shit ever.

Your turn.

I just watched Trainspotting. Yeah, a bit late, I know.
I've always thought I liked Sick Boy, but it turns out I like Rent. Go figure.
So here we have a commemorative icon.
Working tomorrow. Had one day off this week. My paycheck never seems to be big enough lately. God help me when I actually have to worry about rent and utilities, not just my tuition. God fucking help me.
Over and out.